Around this time I start Making alt-accounts to try to get back onto GameJolt but they kept getting banned. And I guess thats where part 1 ends.So one day in 2022 (I have no idea when) I made my GameJolt account. I was 9 at the time and absolutely too young to be on there but oh well. I had made some good friends, some I still talk too and I had a great time on there. now where this actually begins is sometime in 2023 or 2024 not sure when I made my first suicidal post which started a horrible trend in me. They weren't as bad as they are now but they happend none than less. Now we skip again to May 2024 and heres a really dumbed down summary of what happend. My friend made a post telling us to report this guy. I asked why and she told me to look in the shouts. So I did and there were people saying how they werer sent a d-pic so I made a decoy account and caught him in the act. I posted the proof on my account and he got banned. A few weeks later he came back and I harrassed him and we both got banned. If you want a better explained version of it click on this link. You only need to read the frst part too understand. I emailed GameJolt asking for my account back sense I was technically in the right but not really at the same time. A bot replied to my email but no human ever did. Heres a picture of the email. Around this time I start Making alt-accounts to try to get back onto GameJolt but they kept getting banned. And I guess thats where part 1 ends.
Ok so after the banning I kinda went insane. I kept making alt-accounts but they kept getting banned. My friend who made the original post also got banned and each account she made also got banned but they generally lasted longer than mine. I then took a trip down to Ocean-City Maryland like how I do every year and you may be saying somthing like "Jessy, what does this have to the story?" well i'll tell ya. So basically when I was down there I only was able to contact my friend because I have her Discord. And only being able to talk to her and my family made me go insane. I became really suicidal and was just alone. I felt no one was there anymore and sense I had made suicidal posts in the past on my old account people probably thought I had killed myself which at the time thats what I wish had happened but somthing really good happend when I was down there. I found out I was transgender. Transfemme to be more specific. That made me happier about my situation because I had figured out who I was. Fast foward to Augest 2024 and I made a new account but somthing was different. I didn't get instantly banned becuase I used a VPN and this account stayed. It never got banned and it's my main now. Thats all I felt like making rn Cya later ig.