Around this time I started creating alt accounts to try and get back on GameJolt, but they kept getting banned. And I think that's where part 1 ends.One day in 2022 (I have no idea when) I created my GameJolt account. I was 9 years old at the time and absolutely too young to join, but what the hell. I had made some good friends that I still talk to and I had a great time there. The actual beginning is sometime in 2023 or 2024, I'm not sure when I wrote my first suicidal post that started a horrible trend in me. They weren't as bad as they are now, but they still happened. Now we jump back to May 2024 and here's a very simplified summary of what happened. My friend made a post advising us to report this guy. I asked why and she told me to look in the shouts. So I did and there were people saying they got sent a d-pic, so I created a fake account and caught him in the act. I posted the proof on my account and he was banned. A couple weeks later he came back and I harassed him and we were both banned. If you want a better explained version of this, click on this link. You only need to read the first part to understand. I sent GameJolt an email asking for my account to be unbanned because I was technically in the right. A bot responded to my email, but a human never responded only a bot sadly. Around this time I started creating alt accounts to try and get back on GameJolt, but they kept getting banned. And I think that's where part 1 ends.
Ok, after the ban I kind of went crazy. I kept creating alt accounts, but they kept getting banned. My friend who made the original post also got banned and every account she made also got banned, but they generally lasted longer than mine. I then took a trip to Ocean-City Maryland, as I do every year, and you may say something like “Jazzy, what does that have to do with the story?” Well, I'll tell you. So, when I was down there, I was only able to contact my friend because I have her Discord. And because I could only talk to her and my family, I went crazy. I became really suicidal and I was just alone. I felt like no one was there anymore, and because I had made suicidal posts on my old account in the past, people probably thought I had killed myself, which is what I wished I had done. But thaankfully this is when I found out I was transgender. Transfemme to be exact. That made me happier about my situation because I had found out who I was. In August 2024, I created a new account several new accounts but they were all banned, but something was different about the last one. I never got banned because I was using a VPN. That account is now my main.